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Hey everyone, just wanted to share a bit about whats going on with my life. Its now 23 days since i moved out fo the house and filed for divorce. In that time i managed to save my bikes, my pictures, and my unbuilt model kits. In a fit of rage my wife threw out thousands of dollars of toy trains, all my bike tools, and lord knows what else.
Here is where the cycling and rest have come in. Thanks to both, especially the cycling i was able to handle each of these rages with absolute calm and salvage what i could. Thankfully the worst is over and most of what is left is safe. But thru it all, every day when i could riding my bike, be it mtn or road really helped clear my mind, allowed me to drop anger and hatred from my soul, and be calm and controled to handle this.
The next few months will be filled with work, cycling, and building models as i continue to work to make this divorce happen. However now that i am out of that toxic marriage i feel better and better each and every day. I even plan on ridning the whole winter and starting racing again next year. Something i wasnt able to do the last few years because of all the problems at home.
I've been riding for 22 years and i am still amazed how cycling clears my mind, elevates my mood, and in generally is allways fresh and new.
Ok, thanks for listening, i just need to get this off my chest.
Bill
Here is where the cycling and rest have come in. Thanks to both, especially the cycling i was able to handle each of these rages with absolute calm and salvage what i could. Thankfully the worst is over and most of what is left is safe. But thru it all, every day when i could riding my bike, be it mtn or road really helped clear my mind, allowed me to drop anger and hatred from my soul, and be calm and controled to handle this.
The next few months will be filled with work, cycling, and building models as i continue to work to make this divorce happen. However now that i am out of that toxic marriage i feel better and better each and every day. I even plan on ridning the whole winter and starting racing again next year. Something i wasnt able to do the last few years because of all the problems at home.
I've been riding for 22 years and i am still amazed how cycling clears my mind, elevates my mood, and in generally is allways fresh and new.
Ok, thanks for listening, i just need to get this off my chest.
Bill