Okay, I don't even know if its really a panic attack but its screwing me all up. For the last two years, I have really struggled with this issue while climbing but thus far, have had no medical opinion or treatment as its my last line of defense if all else fails (stupid logic, I'm just not a go to the doc kinda guy). In any case, a couple years ago (while mountain biking, I was on a difficult climb and pushing max HR when suddenly, I was sure I was a goner. Seriously did not think I'd get another breath in and I couldn't calm down. Fortunately my buddy was with me and really helped get me head right and I seemed to get things under control almost as fast as it came on. The problem is that its happened dozens of times since and always during huge exertions and typically climbing. I feel like I have plenty left in the tank but then I start to panic and its a struggle and unbelievably frustrating.
One thing I have started doing is backing off when I feel it coming on but that doesn't work terribly well when racing and makes me nuts since I know that physically, I can go with the guys who I am letting pass. Don't get me wrong, I still finish the climbs in the top 10 riders or so but its not without the price I know Ill pay to that demon that keeps trying to convince me I'm going to die (literally, that's how it feels and its scares the crap outta me).
Does this sound like panic, asthma, or maybe something else? I don't usually get this way, even in fast crits when at the front or sprinting (well, a little sometimes in a sprint but nothing like on a climb).
Can anyone offer some constructive advice on this or do I need to get in and get checked out? FYI, I have never had a panic attack other than in this situation (exertion) and, to the best of my knowledge, I'm not asthmatic.
Someone, please help!
One thing I have started doing is backing off when I feel it coming on but that doesn't work terribly well when racing and makes me nuts since I know that physically, I can go with the guys who I am letting pass. Don't get me wrong, I still finish the climbs in the top 10 riders or so but its not without the price I know Ill pay to that demon that keeps trying to convince me I'm going to die (literally, that's how it feels and its scares the crap outta me).
Does this sound like panic, asthma, or maybe something else? I don't usually get this way, even in fast crits when at the front or sprinting (well, a little sometimes in a sprint but nothing like on a climb).
Can anyone offer some constructive advice on this or do I need to get in and get checked out? FYI, I have never had a panic attack other than in this situation (exertion) and, to the best of my knowledge, I'm not asthmatic.
Someone, please help!